xD...

wossh~ first time saw two of them kiss..

help HE achieve his wish jor~

I n Pei Xin really " yao ngan fok" ah...

but mai gao me!!! I no say I gonna do it.. :)

p.s. 祝你们天天甜甜蜜蜜，不再常争吵了...

Situation finally going rite... <3 3u dar...

眼泪...

今天好累...回到家不久就睡着了...

醒来时发现脸上竟有哭过的泪痕，想不起来自己究竟发了什么梦...

我想我是真的太累了...心真的太累了...

多久没有你的信息~
酱久了~还愿意相信你会回头那一天~
等你有一天回来看我~
我会在原地等你~
就算没有结局~我也会等你~
如果看见了你跟她~
我会怎样~
微笑吗~还是哭泣~没有答案~
只能说我会祝福你~

<3 you forever,darling...

记事本～

The last song i sang with Pei Xin yesterday...

记事本

离开随身携带的记事本
写着许多事都是关于你
你讨厌被冷落
习惯被守候
寂寞才找我
我看见自己写下的心情
把自己放在卑微的后头
等你等太久 想你泪会流
而幸福快乐是什么

爱的痛了
痛的哭了
哭的累了 日记本里页页执着
记载着你的好
像上瘾的毒药
它反覆骗着我
爱的痛了
痛的哭了
哭的累了 矛盾心里总是强求
劝自己要放手
闭上眼睛让你走
烧掉日记重新来过

I tried my best to act ntg in front of them...

Ju Ann n Pei Xin know tat my heart really pain...

thank you coz care about my feel... tried not to let me tink about him n tis prob anymore..

really sorry coz bluff to u 2 tat I'm ok... I only can say tat I'm ok...

even 2 of u know I'm not ok at all...

my heart really bleeding tat time...

I tried not to let my tears drop out tat time ...and i did it...

你们是很好的朋友...

放心吧...总有一天我会没事的...

I promise...

Thank u Ju Ann...Pei Xin...

Heart Brokened.......

early in the morning went out to gai gai jor....

went to Kuantan Parade take my phone tat sent to repair,change screen oso nid RM100,such expensive..

den went to Megamall play boling and sing karaoke..

duno y...when singing love songs my heart such pain...隐隐作痛~

i really duno wat i can do le...

i really wanna solve the prob between us,but i cant...

because u choosed to escape from all the prob...can u care about my feel????

你真的很自私!!! it's nearly 2 months le u know!!

I'm tired of all.. pls... I'm really tired le....我不知我还能撑到什么时候...

mayb u dun care about us anymore, but i care...

promised myself not to cry anymore..but sry.. i really cant do it...

i wont choose to do any decision,coz i dun wan to regret anymore...

yes... i will choose to stay quiet，静静地守候在你身边...

你可以选择当作什么都不知道，什么都不理会，但我不能...

心里的空虚，一天比一天清楚...

眼泪悄悄地滑落，无法停止...我真的累了...

sorry, I LOVE YOU...

I REALLY <3 U...

我真的累了..心终在隐隐作痛...

偷偷地凝望，似乎已成了习惯

心终在隐隐作痛

你不会知道。。。

曾经答应自己不再为你流泪

始终还是无法做到

现在的你，似乎已经不再在乎这段感情了

那就让一切结束吧。。。

我真的累了～

你永远不懂我伤悲
像白天不懂夜的黑
像永恒燃烧的太阳
不懂那月亮的盈缺
你永远不懂我伤悲
像白天不懂夜的黑
不懂那星星为何会坠跌

Please remember that I LOVE YOU!!! JxxN

Tired~

I'm such tired today...

slept in the class during english period again~

so scared will cause my English teacher,Pn Rajeswari "dong jo toi hei"

her stomach bcome bigger n bigger...even wanna sit on the chair oso like so "san fu"...

duno her baby how many months jor nia

Get a gud news to me 2day..

my fren say I gt number 1 in my class..

OMG!!!!!!!!

lucky Pendidikan Sivik dan Kewarganegaraan didn't count in the result..

coz all of the chinese students in my class include me didn't attend to skul on the day of PSK paper exam..

such lucky nia..xD...

duno y...

2day say "ham ye" non-stop with my frens nia..

haha~

i say wanna see "ham pin" with Ju Ann...den i ask Huann Yu's phone from him..

she directly ask me: "ni jiang zhen de ah????"

hahahahaha...laugh sei me and Risa jor

i let Ju Ann and Risa see the "ham pin" in Huann Yu's phone,they no dare to see..

Ju Ann CLOSED her eyes while Risa walked away den say me so ham..

den i dun wan play them jor... we juz opened song n hear...

2 of them scared jor me...xD

y I'm so ham ah?????

nearly 4 o'clock... Ju Ann's father come to fetch us jor...

I and Risa went to 7-11 lepak-lepak till 5 o'clock ++ like normal every Tuesday..

ate a cup of maggi cup perisa "CURRY AYAM"...

yuckssss... the sup so...SALTY!!! I wont eat this flavour de maggi cup anymore...

after Chun Hong n Soon Meng finish their basketball game at skul, they take a ride by bus to go home..

the bus-stop juz in front of the 7-11...

ya...of course they saw us in 7-11~

tat sei Soon Meng lagi wan say us :" ren jia zai zhe li zuo sheng yi, ni men liang ge zai na bian kakacaucau.."

iyerrrr...we where gt kacau! we gt buy things to eat wat! >.<

I Love You,Darling...

Happy Father's Day

Happy Father's Day to You Daddy...

I wont say tis words to u daddy.. its bcoz its too hard for me to say it out...

I'm not the one who can speak out my mind easily..

I will choose to be quiet if i can...

最后一次 The Last Time

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前 For the last time Before i closed my eyes

我想对你说我爱你 I wan to say tat I LOVE YOU

在你怀里 舍不得放弃 In ur bosom Not willing to give up

心里有千万语没说给你听 Many words in my heart havent tell you

我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛 I tried with whole of my strength Not willing to close my eyes

这次告别就不能再相遇 After tis leaving We cant meet again

不能再陪你 但不要忘记 Can't company u anymore But dun forget

你曾经答应我你会好好活下去 U had promised me to alive finely

先走了 去了好远的地方 Nid to go Went to a far place

不能再陪你看日出 等不到天亮 Can't company u to see sunrise anymore Can't wait till daybreak

所有回忆 抹去却并不容易 All the memories Hard to be forgetted

生死由天决定 不要太伤心 Life and death decide by God Pls dun too sad

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前 For the last time Before i closed my eyes

我想对你说我爱你 I wan to say tat I LOVE YOU

在你怀里 舍不得放弃 In ur bosom Not willing to give up

心里有千万语没说给你听 Many words in my heart havent tell you

我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛 I tried with whole of my strength Not willing to close my eyes

这次告别就不能再相遇 After tis leaving We cant meet again

不能再陪你 但不要忘记 Can't company u anymore But dun forget

你曾经答应我你会好好活下去 U had promised me to alive finely

在我最后一次 闭上眼睛之前 For the last time Before i closed my eyes

我想对你说我爱你 I wan to say tat I LOVE YOU

在你怀里 舍不得放弃 In ur bosom Not willing to give up

心里有千万语没说给你听 Many words in my heart havent tell you

我使尽全力 不想闭上眼睛 I tried with whole of my strength Not willing to close my eyes

这次告别就不能再相遇 After tis leaving We cant meet again

不能再陪你 但不要忘记 Can't company u anymore But dun forget

你曾经答应我你会好好活下去 U had promised me to alive finely

我永远爱你 I LOVE YOU forever

tis is a song wrote by a 17 years old girl for the one she loved before she had passed away because of her sickness... nobody know the name of tis girl... but its sure tat tis girl was passed away...